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我真的不介意也不希罕什麼人的看法和態度






現在心中就只有一件事
一件 我無能為力解決的事............

每日day in day out 都要看好多病人各種各樣的報告
有時候看到有特別 findings 的報告, 通常只要 underline一下, 然後寫下「to case MO」就可以
然後又繼續簽餘下的幾百張報告

這一次, 是我最不願看到有任何 positive findings 的報告......
亦寧願它寫得胡混一點, 而不是 highly suggestive..................

自己親自 break this bad news....................
那一刻我內心的交戰, 誰會懂.......



我寧願我什麼都不懂, 什麼都不知, 做個 layman 還可以故作樂觀給希望自己.....

在計劃明確之前的一刻.....就等我自己都滿懷希望一下...............


同時間又要安撫別人

自己唯有緊閉咀巴 忍著眼淚
獨個努力支撐下去

wish i could read the report asap ><

time is running short.

its so cool tonight, should have jogged a bit
wanna RUN

兩天.
fingers crossed.

Try to think in a good way.....

I know, in such situation, what everybody says is just similar
what else other than "take care....it'd be fine....."?
of course i understand they do mean it
and this is probably the only thing that they can say

but my feet arent strong enough
and they are shaking
i feel like im gonna fall


life has been messy enough
on the verge of despair.....
im losing faith and almost everything on myself now.

who can offer me a hand to hold me up?

i m deeply fragile..........


but i can only stay strong...

hope she stays strong too

and everything will be fine


sad that...........dont know who i can turn into in this difficult time....and i can only cry.................

香港究竟還適合我嗎?







「一想到我是世上唯一的, 就很幸福.....」--quoted from my friend;
我身邊的人都是充滿哲理的

life sucks with sunday call...

pathetic moment....

LOST

in the mist

因為超級巨聲, 所以識了 GEM 的「愛你」
真係幾好聽
應該係我最近聽既最新既歌


哈 忽然間想去 k 房唱一唱呢首歌發泄一下先