mz secret garden

超崩潰的一日
電話前前後後震過應該有 15次.......
明明講哂比全世界聽我今日係唔得閒聽電話
全世界偏偏要係咁打比我
望住個電話係咁震, 又唔聽得, 又唔知發生咩事,
真係唔知可以點.............

所以明明今日只係行行企企
但係比係返工更加累
精神上轟炸的疲勞唔可以睇少.....

媽終於出院了
但講真一句我真係唔多認同佢個 case MO 既 management.....
從來以醫生角度出發覺得好多野都係應該以 "醫生" 為中心去做, "醫生" 好忙, "醫生"唔得閒下下同你講病情, 呢到係 acute hospital 所以唔比你留咁耐....etcetc 既藉口去應付病人
但呢一次, 以一個病人家屬既角度去睇, 發覺原來好多地方都可以令人好 frustrating
平時慣左隨手拎起個牌版就睇......而家只係偷偷望下個牌版, 想睇下媽咪抽左d咩血都比個 nurse 話唔得
忽然間一個電話就話 off 左 pigtail 今日出院........

究竟, 係 d clinical oncologist 眼中, palliative 係咪就 = 見步行步 =唔駛諗 next plan of management? 成日都話見步行步...見步行步........i start to really hate these 4 words....what's the point of saying so?

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3 個月了
有人就快有得去台灣
仲要係正我 post call 前 2,3 個鐘飛!
唉唉唉
我都好想去旅行..
我都好想去 relax..
唔通真係要等到做到 MO 之後先有得去...?