mz secret garden

What a day.

I took the usual westrail train, looking at the TV aimlessly, and suddenly read "Steve Jobs has died"
I was not exactly an apple fans, and even though I knew Steve Jobs had terminal Ca Pancreas I was still kinda shocked about the news.

Then in the afternoon, when I was rushing for the old and new cases in OPD, suddenly received a good friend's text saying that her grandma had just passed away.
Though I heard about her grandma's poor condition for weeks already, I did not expect it was so soon.

And when I arrived home after work, my grandma was mumbling why my dad was still not yet home, blaming him for working overtime all the time. Then he suddenly called and said he was told to have hepatomegaly by A&E doctor and got to be admitted to medical..

Sigh I dont really know what God (if there's any) is arranging for my family.
I dont think we ever did anything sinful that needa be penalized
If this is the so-called "challenge in your life", would then be just way TOO MUCH?
Though its still too early to give any conclusion about my father's condition, and given the fact he's pretty stable and asymptomatic
Seeing the worrying face of my dad and my grandma made me feel bad
And I dislike stepping into the wards of QEH Med again
It recalled all the memories during my mum's stay......
Sigh
So I was standing at the bedside as a relative again
At least, it was lucky to have a nice and experienced on call MO tonight; his attitude and explanation was at least reassuring enough already
(I could not imagine if it was "someone"  admitting him...or being his CMO....)

Hope all is fine.